so whats new in my life.....where do i start. i had 4 dogs in the beginning of 2009 it seemed like a beginning of a great year but faith had something else planned for me & my family. in june yumos(the oldest in the family)passed due to spleen cancer & on 9/28/09 capkin passed away...in august he was diagnosed with a very aggresive kidney cancer..the oncologist prescribed piroxicam to slow down the tumor & to eliminate any pain he might be feeling & she guessed that he might have 6-9 months more to live. he only lived for a month and a half, it had spread all the way into his bone....so yeah 2009 FUCKING SUCKS....oh & my other love buse has breast cancer which spread to her lungs...so we dont know how long she has.

this thing called cancer does not & will not discriminate...women,men,dog,cat,rat....it does not matter. this thing uses your own body against you & grows quietly inside u...until it takes your life away...if u r lucky u catch it in the 1st stages, if not u r fucked...which makes me wonder...WHEN WILL A CURE BE FOUND? you would think in this day & age a cure would have been found by now...if this thing uses our body to live... why cant there be a drug that uses our body to destroy it? maybe a cure has been found but the prescription companies dont want it to be used bcuz they r affraid they wont get rich? after all we r their experimental pigs that r willing to fork over our money to eliminate pain & destroy our immune system...with radiation & chemo...only for the damn thing to come back later in life.SO WHERE IS THE DAMN CURE??????to many people have lost their loved ones to this THING called cancer...i dont want to lose anyone anymore... my heart is breaking bcuz i know that i will lose another to this disease....

if you r healthy...dont rely on it. go to a doctor & have yourself checked...u never know what might be lurking in you, waiting.